Thursday, 01 January 2009

  • January 1.

    Maca and justin are dating.
    Justins cute. has low self esteem though i thnk...
    Im dating Zach.
    Why do i still think about Chris? 
    Jared keeps calling me. do i liek it? do i want him? he is a little wierd. a bit of a hoe.
    I told Faiez i would teach him how to kiss but im not so good myself. plus im not into him anymore. i thought i was but im not. i need more from a boyfriend. all me n Zach do is talk on aim. i need him to be there. to hold. to be held.
    but im so fucking self concious. i NEED to loose wieght. I want straight hair i think it makes me look nice. all my friendss are pretty and i feel so ugly.
    Maca changed...she is different. i want pills like she has
    i need pills. i want food im hungry right nowww
    i newed to write my essay but im not its due soon!
    i dress ...dark.... i want to fit into preppish clothes. i want to loose wieght
    I Need to loose weight.
    i hate sasha i hate raul for making me self concious. i hate people who are beautiful n make me feel fat
     

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